1. |
TRANSFERENCE
01:14
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snit drags me in
my brow itches underneath my skin
then the burden decays
once again its slowly fading away
recurrence
transference
endless grind
feckless live
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2. |
ULTIMATE ABUSE
02:29
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another time, another act of despair
another time i found my hands bond to a chair
another time a bright light to my face
another surrender, another disgrace
because i ́m
getting out of my track
a lack of selfrespect
i got chains on my feet
and once again i ́ve been causing my selfdefeat
constantly making up my version of truth
constantly promising next time i ́ll improve
euphoric feelings when i start up again
but not a single time that i pulled through
i can see myself when i close my eyes
rising high but there is an oversized
cold hand that is pushing me down
around my neck and this hand is my own
ultimate abuse
to my self
by my own hand
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3. |
DISINCLINED
02:11
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rejection
expulsion
hounded
life is left behind
acceptance? rather disinclined! surivival in the eyes of the night
ain ́t got no right
ain ́t got no ground
another sleepless night
locked inside the pound
lack of perspectives
brutalistation of compassion and empathy
exclusion
tramendously disparaging
eventually deproted, delivered, defeated by a state
turning a blind eye to a felony
reducing lives to commodities
even equating a live to scum
a!wellknown method where i ́m from
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4. |
A TOOL
02:45
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chased and no chance that they desist
no way. they ain ́t willig to forgive
truth! i can never hide
i can not got to earth, will always get indentified
persecute, yeah they ́re always out to win
and in the end i will be taking in
for nothing, for trifle, for shit
ain ́t be surprised when i quit
persecution and no chance that they desist
ain ́t willig to forgive impossible to coexist
chased. yeah they always out to win
by the strong hands of authorities i will be taken in
a constant state of duty to obey
servants never reflect their ways
the fate of individuals
has to yield the account of a criminal
a subject is now
what was a live before
they ́re deaf
when we implore
servitor behind your book of rules
y!ou ain ́t got conscience you ́re just one of them tools
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5. |
FECKLESS LIFE
00:58
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6. |
APPROVAL
02:46
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secure bastion
defensive walls
self-sufficient
can ́t look outside
no effort has to be taken
we found our place to erst
there is no need for reflection
since we found our consent
blind repeat
deaf recall
silently repeat
aggressive attitude
towards what is new
all these fine achievements
reserved for only a few
deal with it
defensive walls
can ́t look outside
who needs help or shelter
or is new to our rules
won ́t be integrated
but be giving the boots
strangers are treated like outlaws
and we don ́t even know
who they are, where they come from
but degradate them to foes
approval
we ́re stewing in our own juice and keeping it for ourselves
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7. |
VENOMOUS ISOLATION
01:59
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prejudice
venomous isolation
measuring these people by a temporary glance became an habitus
casted out
always about to bug out
day in day out
caused by a collective urge for consent
a consent of look, of activity
who steps out of line
contravenes the policy to belong to the majority
access denied, they can never go
unless they change their ways
unless they change their flow
they got the deadly eye
they got called names
in the end the majority holds the reins
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8. |
EFFICIENCY
02:09
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sleep
sirenes begin a cry a tune of death
Wake
chaos unfolds
mortal agony commences
din
shaking earth
something bashes down
get out!
all of a sudden disoriented
a maw spews death and doom
a gullet drowns in blood
a shell follows its command
then washes its hands in innocence
the effiency of combat
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9. |
DAMNATION
02:24
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i am stuck in my routine
tied up with chains i can not break
each time the same cycle, same process, same scheme
it is ahead and i can not overtake
my sight is blurred by a bitter sweet haze
of wishes, presumptions, boast and deceit
i lied to myself when i said i ́ll change my ways
another atempt, another defeat
and once again it stays the same
once again i tried in vain
a permanent repeat of fails
once again i feel ashamed of myself
self inflected misery
narcitssic fuck! emotionally numb!
concealing this mental injury
brazen imposter! conceited scum!
an inmate in this prison of lies
constantly mistaken with independancy
abusing trust, sucking out live
all destructive tendencies
because i lurch at the edge of an abyss
and i ́m already heading down
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10. |
RECURENCE
01:56
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